Odessa...not hot...

i am on a conference call for the group i work with. we have big things planned for april, i am excited. we also have drama...of course. i hope it works out. i am in the hampton inn, i like this hotel. the bed is so comfy and i slept really good. i need a new bed. odessa is not the place to be. west texas, this part, is very hilly and dry looking. the fog was scary, but when it cleared i saw a beautiful scenery that i took pics of. very nice, peaceful. tomorrow is my last day to drive around and sightsee. i am ready to go home, but i enjoy the time away from the office and my nasty ass co-worker. *sigh*
i don't have much to write about. just some thoughts:
i need to get over tortured soul. i know what it feels like to get over someone. i have done that with the teddy bear. it feels good to be done. to be able to talk to him and not feel like i want him and not feel jealous about him and his chick. i need to do that with tortured soul. it will come.
i have some female issues that i might need a surgery for. sucks. i think about it sometimes.
i read my diaries. i am crazy and i think about men WAY to much. i tried to have my last diary be about me more. i tried, then the men came. i read that one and i see that i have gone through some stuff and that is the majority of my diary, i'm glad.
poetry might have been a phase for me. sometimes i feel like i have something to say, then other times i feel it's best to just keep it to myself. i might write something. or finish something. performing it...not so much.
i am tired.
american idol tryouts are funny.
i need to get something better to write on here.
next time.

peace